I haven’t been on Tumblr for so long
I just wanted to rant and rant on a dead wall so no one will see.
I am nineteen years old this year, but I am already just tired of “living my life”.
I am beginning to grow a lot of white hair, so I think it is time for me to begin building a future.
I don’t want to go out anymore and party and drink and stay out late.
I just want to feel at peace.
I want to feel like I am making 100% use of my time being productive instead.
Clothes, shoes, the newest gadgets, or any other unnecessary consumption does not really affect me.
I just want to buy four fucking houses in my lifetime.