I haven’t been on Tumblr for so long
I just wanted to rant and rant on a dead wall so no one will see.
I am nineteen years old this year, but I am already just tired of “living my life”.
I am beginning to grow a lot of white hair, so I think it is time for me to begin building a future.
I don’t want to go out anymore and party and drink and stay out late.
I just want to feel at peace.
I want to feel like I am making 100% use of my time being productive instead.
Clothes, shoes, the newest gadgets, or any other unnecessary consumption does not really affect me.
I just want to buy four fucking houses in my lifetime.
What grinds why gears …
When both of your best friends do not pick up your phone calls for 2 days -_-” fine.
I need to learn how to stop giving love to he who does not deserve it.
Did some basic anatomy studies, I’ve felt that I lack practise in drawing the back view of the torso. And I’ve realized that I really need to use cylinders more often for the torso. Well as they say; repetition pays off.
These “notes to self” are very effective to me, instead of trying to fix the errors in the first drawing, it’s better to highlight the most common mistakes you do and then keep that in mind when you draw the same pose again.
someone please make the pain go away
And Then I Kissed Him - Hans Zimmer (Pearl Harbor Original Score)
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